Monday, March 10, 2008

Weaning sucks!!

I know this may sound odd but I really don't want to wean Blake :( I'm not sure what it is, possibly that my baby is growing up!! I'm sure it sounds weird, especially if you haven't nursed your children! Like I've said in previous posts ... I have trouble letting go!! I just want what's best for him. He did finally take a full bottle of formula today from Cal :) Thank goodness, because we leave for San Francisco in 4 weeks and I might return to work in 5! I did get the job in Fort Saskatchewan, so I'm pretty excited about that! It's 4 days a week, Monday to Thursday, 8 - 4:15. And every 2nd Monday Cal has off, so Blake will be at the day home 4 days a week one week and 3 days a week the next. The day home is on my way to Fort Sask. so everything in that area is falling into place! Hopefully tomorrow I will talk to the right person and get a start date. Right now it's looking like I'll start 2 days a week April 14th, and then 4 days a week in May. That should help ease Blake into the day home as well. On a sadder note, Jazz is still at the vet and not doing so great. He was catheterized yesterday and overnight he tore the catheter out. We went to see him today and he looked a little rough. He was shaking, but we spent some time with him and by the end he was purring. I felt really bad leaving him. I hope he will get better soon and be able to come home. I'll never complain about his hair all over the house again!! We all miss him! Including Heidi - she's a bit lost. I can't believe I wrote 2 posts in one day - I'm such a geek!! LOL!

Tracy

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